Sunday, February 23, 2020

The Slave

The Slave
 [written to illustrate a picture]
"There is no flesh in man's obdurate heart!"
                                                   --Cowper

I

He sadly sits upon the bark,
His chained hands are on his face.
What bitter thoughts, what visions dark
Of misery and wretchedness
Now like a furious tempest roll
Within his dark, bewilder'd soul!

II
The ship that wafts him far away
From country, home, Love 's sunny world
Sits proudly on the Ocean spray
Her giant wings are all unfurl'd;
Yes, soon she 'll walk the foaming brine
And sever thee from all that's thine!

III
Far, far beyond the rolling wave,
Thou soon shalt press a sod unknown
Or slumber in a nameless grave,
Sad unlamented all alone
Without a smoothing sigh, a tear
Shed by Affection on thy bier!

IV
No more, no more, oh! never more,
Beneath the Cocoa's spreading shade
Or by the solitary shore,
Or o'er the flow'r-- enamel' d glade.
Shalt thou in pensive musing mood
Court the soft charms of solitude!

V
Or with thy lov'd and loving bride,
At even the lover's sacred hour
Stand by the mossy fountain-side,
Or sit with the blushing bower,
To mark the stars peep out the skies
Or gaze upon her brighter eyes.

VI
Or swiftly paddle thy canoe
Gay chanting thy wild native song.
On the Lake 's breast unruffled, blue,
Or the wide foaming bring along.

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Poem no: 20

Poem No 19

Poem No 19

I loved a maid, a blue eyed maid
As fair a maid can e'er be, O.
But she, oft with disdain repaid
My fondness and affection O.
For her I sighed and e'er shall sigh
Tho she shall ne'er be mine, O.
For this sad heart's starless sky
None but herself can light, O.

Poem no: 19

The Heavenly Ball

The Heavenly Ball
A Fragment
[Dedication to G.D. Bysak. Esqr.]

I intended to make this a long poem, My Gour!
But I find me too idle to do it.
But unfinished as it is, yet to you, My Gour!
I do dedicate, so you must take it.
Tho short, oh! too short is the time we've My Gour!
To meet on this side of the tomb, killing thought!
Yet, Friendship and Love shall be e'er ours My Gour!
Where 'er may Fate lend me thou shan't be forgot!
The night was fair the heavenly hall
Was thronged with stars all soft and bright
'Twas plain some spirit gave a ball.
For never never, mortal sight
Behold a more splendid scene!
The moon was on the chair, Fair Queen!
A halo rainbow hued as fair
As that which Future seems to wear.
When seen thro Fancy 's magic glass,
Encircled 'round her while her glance
Made e'en Darkness (oh! so sweet it was!)
Put on a lovelier countenance!--
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Poem no: 18

Saturday, February 22, 2020

Lines

Lines

I
The menial through that crowds the Indian shore,
Braves the fierce gale to try their helpless oar,
From such men, tis true, muse disdains renown.
Thou must be thy prey when to beaty 's own.

II
Go, fortunate lines! and tell the maid
That tis for her I die! 
O! that some tears when I am dead,
Descending from that lovely eye,
May hallow my untimely bier
And soothe my spirit lingering there!

III
I met thee, tears came in my eye,
Oh! they were soothing tears.
The tribute of sad memory,
Dear Friend! to parted years!

Poem no: 16

Poem No 16

Poem No 16

[ A Tale ]
Who has heard-- while Time was young--
A race there was-by poets sung--
Called Pygmies--little things--
Who has not heard --dark cruel War.
Before the bloody shrine of Mar
Did sacrifice these beings?--
And like the Storm- fiend's dreadful breath
Did hurl them all to hell and Death.

Poem no: 16

Poem No 15

[The following little poem is dedicated to G. D Bysack Esqr as a slight but sincere token of respect for his learning admiration for his amiable qualities. And esteem for his valuable friendship; By the author M. S. Dutt.]

Poem No 15

1
I am like the Earth revolving
Ever round the self same Sun, Boy,
Seasons both of Joy and Sorrow,
I have, like her, as I run, Boy.

2
O! her eyes soft, tender beamings,
And her sweet bewitching smile, Boy,
Like enchantment's potent spell do
Call for the gayer, brighter springs, Boy.

3
But when frowns like lowering clouds, do
Over cast her sunny brow, Boy
Then oh! then the freezing winter
Of dark sorrow chills my head, Boy.

4
Now, fond hope buds blossoms sweetly
Vernal thoughts do fill my head, Boy.
Now, dark disappointment dreadful
All my joys and hopes doth blast, Boy.

5
Thus I'm like the Earth, revolving
Ever round the self same Sun Boy,
Seasons both of Joy and Sorrow,
Like her, I have, as I run, Boy!

Poem no: 15

Poem No 14

Poem No 14

I
My thoughts my dreams are all of thee
Though absent still thou seemest near,
Thine image everywhere I see--
Thy voice in every gale I hear.

II
When softly o'er the evening sky,
The stars seem twinkling one by one,
The star of eve arrests my eye,
As if it hit the sky alone.

III
So like its tranquil lustre seems
The light of that soft eye of thine--
The star of hope, whose cheering beams
Upon my heart so sweetly shine.

IV
The lake, whose placid waters be
Calm and unruffled by the wind
Gives a fair image to mine eye
Of thy serenely pensive mind.

V
The streams that wander glad and free
And make sweet music as they flow
Remind me of thine hours of glee--
Thy playful arts to banish woe.

VI
The soul is imaged by the hills,
That stand unshaken by the blast;
And hence the hope my bosom fills,
Thou wilt be constant to the last.

VII
Whate'er in this fair earth I see
'Mong Nature's form thats' pure and bright
Reminds me ever, love, of thee
And brings thine image to my sight.

Poem no: 14

Poem No 13

Poem No 13


"---Theres the true felicity
If there be any in the earth!---"
I
"Oh happiness! Oh! Where thou art?"
Exclim'd I with an aching heart.
A voice instant replied to me--
"In her's the true felicity.
If any there be in the earth!"

II
Then give me what I seek and sought
Refuse-- sweet one! --refuse it not!
For Oh! I know-- I know in thee
"There is the true felicity.
If any there be in the earth!"

III
T' embrace thee and to share thy kiss,
Is surely th'most perfect bliss;--
Who can deny sweet! this to be
"The true -- the real felicity,
If there be any in this earth!"

Poem no: 13

To Another Lady

To Another Lady

Oh! deign to give a thought on me,
When these sad lines do meet thine eye.
Think then on him who oft for thee.
Sweet one! doth unregarded sigh!

Poem no: 12

To A Lady

To A Lady

I
Oh! That thou wert as fair within
As thy ang'lic outward is,
Then of what value hast thou been
In this earth a perfect bliss!

II
Lady! tho beautiful thou art
Tho Nature hath gi'en thee ev'ry grace
Yet, oh! how cruel is thy heart.
Thou art deaf to the voice of distress.

Poem no: 11

On Granting 'Leave Of Absence' To My Muse [Stanzas]

On Granting 'Leave Of Absence' To My Muse [Stanzas]

1
Months, years are gone away,
Since I my court did pay to thee;
Since never I have passed a day,
Beloved Muse! But 't was with thee;

2
But now go to "Cape of Good Hope"
Or "Singapore" or where you will.
For thou art Lady! quite worn out
And let me for a While be still!

3
Needst thou a testimonial
Of my affection Love! for thee?
This single fact ma' am! will suffice
That all I sacrifice for thee!

4
Farewell! But oh! remember me,
Return before our 'Monthlies all.
The Gleaner--Blossom--'Commet' tempt
Me to scribble for them all.

Poem No: 10

Thursday, February 13, 2020

I lov'd Thee

I lov'd Thee

I
I lov'd thee- how oft on thy soft beaming eye,
I've gaz'd with deep rapture and heart swelling high!
There was life in thy smile- there was death in thy frown;
Thy voice it was sweeter than melody's own!

II
I lov'd thee-- how oft Hope sooth'd me to dreams
Of paths strewn with flow'rs- of days gilt with beams;
'Twas bliss when on Future's horizon afar
She shrin'd thee in glory-- my Destiny's star!

III
But 'tis past-- like a vision of ethered ray
Thou camest-- but to dazzle and vanish away--
A seraph forth straying from Heaven's bright bow'r
In sun-shine and glory to bless-- but an hour!

IV
But 'tis past-- what is past?-- Can it be that fond breast
Is now cold as the sod it hath silently prest--
Can it be that those eyes-- so soft and so bright--
Are now quench'd in the grave's eternal-dark night!

V
How fain would I dream 'tis delusive and vain--
How fain would I dream thou wilt come back again--
But Reality lends all a tongue and a tone.
To break the sweet spell by found Fancy thus thrown!

Poem no: 09

Poem no: 08

Poem no: 08

I
I sigh for Albion's distant shore,
Its valleys green, its mountains high;
Tho' friends, relations, I have none
In that far clime, yet, oh! I sigh
To cross the vast Atlantic wave
For glory, or a nameless grave!

II
My father, mother, sister, all
Do love me and I love them too,
Yet oft the tear-drops rush and fall
From sad eyes like winter's dew.
And, oh! I sigh for Albion's stand
As if she were my native-land!

--Kidderpore, 1841

An Acrostic

An Acrostic


G-o! simple lay! and tell that fair,
O-h! 'tis for her, her lover dies!
U-ndone by her, his heart sincere
R-esolves itself thus into sighs!
D-ear cruel maid!tho ne'er doth she
O-nce think, for her thus breaks my heart,
S-ad fate! oh! yet must I love thee,
B-e thou unkind, till life doth part!
Y-oung Peri of the East' thou maid divine!
S-weet one! oh! let me not thus die:
A-ll kind, to these fond arms of mine
C-ome! and let me no longer sigh! 
Poem no: 07

To G.D.B

To G.D.B

Far from us thou 'rt sitting like a Star
That tears himself to shine and hue afar
From his companions: oh! here come again!
The space you filled doth now vacant remain!
thou wandering star! No longer thus stray
From they own head, mid flocks unknown away.

Poem no: 06

Epistle In Verse II

 Epistle In Verse II

Sir,
Your muse, I know, is a too powerful dame,
No censure lowers, no praise exults her name;
For like the Lady, who hath e'er seen
No man but her own lord, nor e'er been
To any place but lives for age confined
In her own closet she does hear in mind
That she is great; why will she then require
Praise from true Judges, or their censure care?

Your obedient servant,
10th June, 1841
Hindu College
Poem no: 05

Epistle In Verse

(To a Gentleman)

I
                  
Dear Sir,
Plunged in the fethomiess abyss of dark despair,
Friendless I drop oft many a silent tear;
I stretch my hands for succour all around;
But oh! for me no succour can be found!
If thou, Dear Sir! dost kindly deign to save
A helpless wret h from an untimely grave,
Do then; if not, of pity plead his cause,
And listen to obey her sacred laws.

I remain, Dear Sir,
Your most humble, Devoted & obedient servant
Kidderpore
20th may, 1841
Poem no: 04

The Fortunate Rainy Day

[Written at the request of my beloved friend, Babu Gour Doss Bysack Mohashoy]

The Fortunate Rainy Day

Lo! sweet was the hour;-- and a balmy shower of rain,
Revived th' drooping beauties of each flowery mead and plain;
Like tyrants, bereft of their power, as they fly.
The pround scorching sun was retiring in the sky--
And tuneful Zephyr warbled his heart entrancing song,
And sighed, as he wandered yon green groves among,
When gladly I met her beneath yon Almond tree,
(Oh sacred as Elysium be its happy shades to me!)
There I kissed and embraced her;-- and oh!-- who can tell
What passions tumultuous did in my bosom swell!
What tears joy-speaking rushed forth from my eyes!
They bathed her snowy hands-- while I warmed them with my sighs!

--28th March 1841
Kidderpore
Poem no: 03

Wednesday, February 12, 2020

They Ask Me Why I Fade And Pine

They Ask Me Why I Fade And Pine

They ask me why I fade and pine,
And seem oppressed with woe?
They say what care now can be mine,
To cloud my youthful brow?

Alas!-- they know not that I die
Of pains that none can heal,
Save those dear smiles and that blue eye
Who soon as Lethe's murmuring rill.
Can lull my woest' eternal sleep,
And make me cease to sigh and weep!

That cruel-- that relentless maid,
Of heart more hard than stone,
Cares not, why thus I pine and fade,
And why oft thus I moan!

When fondly turn my ravished eyes
Of her sweet cheeks to gaze,
And life embittering frowns arise
And cloud that heavenly face!

O! thus abandoned to despair
I've naught but grief for me;
My life a wilderness appear
Overgrown with misery!

--28th March 1841
Kidderpore
Poem no: 02

My Fond Sweet Blue-Eyed Maid

My Fond Sweet Blue-Eyed Maid

I
Though in a distant clime I roam,
By Fate exiled from thee;
And tho' the sweets of native home
Are thus estranged from me;
Yet oh! e'en in my gloomiest hour
I've a joy that can console
Me, and calm the storms of grief that lour
The sun-shine of my soul!

II
Fond Fancy, sweet enchantress,
Oft with her visions gay,
Does chase my sad heart's dreariness
And banish it far away;
I dream of that e'er-lovely scene
Where in life's morning hour,
We fondly loitered on the green And cull'd each rosy flower.

III
I dream-- I steal the silent kiss,
Tho' tremble while I take,
Like am'rous moon-beams that embrace
And kiss you silvery lake:
I dream-- I see those azure eyes
Dance star-like in that face,
That face the better Paradise,
Where Ang'ls sigh t' pass days!

IV
When wildly comes the tempest on,
When Patience with a sigh
The dreadful thunder-storm does shun
And leave me 'lone to die;
I dream-- and see my bonny maid;
Sudden smiling in my heart;
And oh! she revives my spirit dead
And bids the tempest part!

V
I smile-- I gin to live again
And wonder that I live;
O' tho' flung in an ocean of pain
I have moments to cease to grieve!
Dear one! tho Time shall run his race,
Tho' life decay and fade,
Yet I shall love, nor love thee less,
"My fond sweet blue-eyed maid!"

-28th March 1841
Kidderpore
Poem no: 01